College.

I am so tired. Late last night, I got an email from my admissions advisor at the college I most want to attend. She told me that since I'm home-schooled, my SAT score had to be 1000. I told her my score was 1470. And she said, "Oh, well, we don't count the grammar and writing portions of the test. Just reading and math." I have checked the website 100 times over, and it does not say that anywhere on the website, nor was I told that at any point before midnight last night. Whatever. So now I am getting really fed up with this college. They are making me go through all this crap just because I'm homeschooled, and the lady is not nice about it. She is really not tip-toeing around the fact that she doesn't approve of homeschooled students. I have two interviews, a music examination test, and a music audition for that college all this weekend. I'm still going to go to all of that crap, but I am trying to accept the fact that they are going to see to it that I'm not accepted, since I'm homeschooled. Apparently, my being homeschooled is to Ohio University, as a leper is to the highest of all royalty. And they keep telling this kind of stuff to me a little at a time. Of course no one could have told me about the SAT scores in November when I took it, nah, they wait until now, when the deadline for all applications is seven days away.
Since I got that email last night, I have been looking for new colleges that offer my major (which is really not many). They are all either super expensive, super far away from home, or not good schools. There are no words for my frustration and sadness right now.